Thanks for betraying me.
I never thought i will ever feel hurt again.
You know how hurt i am in my last relationship.
All the promises before marriage.

You say you did this is to spite me.
You wanna gain my attention. You think i had given up on our relationship.
But have you ever thought the pain i will feel?
Why would i wanted wait till now then give up on us?
Why in the first place i willing to have a kid with you and get married to you?

You know very well that im scare of marriage.
You know in the first place i dont wanna be committed.

Then why do you wanna prove me right?
Why cant you just be there to hold my hand no matter what happened?

I feel unsecure. I am losing grip of our marriage....

Dont blame me for what ever happens in the future. Because everything happened for a reason.


I know you are very sorry for your wrongdoing. But im not so open hearted to forget everything.
I know you wanted to start a fresh with me. But how can i pretend that things never happened.

You want me to treat you as another person. You say you changed.
I believed. These days when we spend time tgt. You are really different from the person from the past.
You dont lose your temper easily. We finally brought Adelyn out our own.
I am really very happy at that moment. Really happy.


But i dont understand why?
Why must things happened already then you know how much i mean to you?
T.T


YOU NEVER UNDERSTAND THE PAIN OF HEARTBREAKING.










告诉你 瞒着你 只不过是个决定
放弃你 忘记你 只怕我无法前进
不知到为什么会如此莫名紧张你
我越了解你 越靠近你 越犹豫

明知道我爱你 却不敢告诉你
我害怕失去你 宁愿沉默不语
该如何整理 幸福在手里
我恨自己 无能为力

明知道我爱你 却不敢靠近你
我假装不在意 反而痛了自己
多痛都可以 不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你 你知不知道 我也没关系

告诉你 瞒着你 只不过是个决定
但为何 到如今 我依然无法前进
不知到为什么会如此莫名紧张你
我越了解你 越靠近你 越犹豫

明知道我爱你 却不敢告诉你
我害怕失去你 宁愿沉默不语
该如何整理 幸福在手里
我恨自己 无能为力

明知道我爱你 却不敢靠近你
我假装不在意 反而痛了自己
多痛都可以 不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你 你知不知道 我也没关系

明知道我爱你 假装不在意
多痛都可以 不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你 你知不知道 真的没关系